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2005.02.09 20.57
i got a new journal, cause the numbers at the end of this one were killing me on the laptop.. it is now celestialscene... like my sn... celestialscene13. so yeah. new stuff all around.
Mood:  exhausted
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2005.02.05 14.19
lalala.. well im still in my happy mood. im watchon kylee, cause Drew is helping my mom for tonight, though she is sleeping. we were watching Toy story, but it just ended.. now i have to swich movies. its weird watchin movies on a VCR.. but i get to watch all my old disney movies with my neice.
i rearanged my room.. again.. well i finished it this passed week. there is acctually a floor. its so amazing! and i got my picture frames up all with pics. and all my candels are in areas to be burt. it looks really cool when they are all lit, and it is dark outside. and i found the flag!!! yeah some of you know what i am talking about. it use to be up in my old room downstairs... those were the days.. chillin here like every weekend.. only if i could go back time to time.
Secret Garden time!!! this use to be my all time favorite movie. so yeah.. im gunna watch it now..
wow this turned out to be longer than i thought.
Mood:  hungry
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2005.01.26 19.36
what what
im bored, which is usually when i write these...
well about a week ago i was in a car accident with my kimmiekins, iand it was not our fault. she broke her arm and i think kevin, her boyfriend, broke his thumb. I didn't brake anything.. just some internal stuff, and bruses. i didnt go to school, but one day last week, and monday i had a doctors appointment. she made me go get more x-rays, and then i have to got to the urologist, nurologist, and get a ultrasound. so yeah, then the chiropractor wants to see me 2 times a week and i dont get out of school for it.
well, now that you know that... i've been quite happy lately... one person knows why, cause well... they MADE me tell them. hehe. its weird to feel happy, like for most of the time. super weird. so yeah... i dont really know why i write on here. cause i dont really like people knowing what is going on, and what not. ya know?
i need to pop my back, but it wont.. same with my neck, but the back person, made it to were i feel like i have to, but it wont.
oh yeah i got my laptop, and i am on it right now.
oh yeah, about the music... Katie and I are going to bring them back!!! along with Nsync! Cause they are both so cool.
Mood:  chipper
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2004.12.21 00.56
kayla smells... not good whatever she says
lalala... I am mucho bored. That's pritty much the only time i do this. and there is only one person i am tlakin gto online and well... it is weird... like them,... in your face kayla!!! ima winnin the war... the battles were murder...... to you!!! so im going to keep my honor and defete you. unless i go to sleep which will happen really soon.. this entry is pritty pointless... but om bored.
katie called herself a hippo!!!! cause she is one and all, cause she just so fat... yeah right!!! but she really did call herself a hippo!! what a pig. i mean whenever she comes over all she does is eat and eat. does the girl ever stop?!?!
i need to go christmas shopping!!! very badly... but no money and no way to get anywhere... sucks not having my licence. I dont think my mom likes it very much. oh darn, i dont care...
well it is after 1 i think i totally beat my last night record of 10:30ish... yeah im lame i admit it.. i go to sleep early.. atleast i dont wet the bed like someone else i know.. cough cough KAYLA cough cough. hehehe.
(I'm so gunna win this war!!!)
Mood:  cold
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2004.12.13 23.02
why
why is it always my fault?
Mood: cold
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2004.12.05 15.31
3 saturdays till christmas
OMGosh!! I have so much shopping to do, it's not even funny. I have a few gifts planned... thank you ABC Distibuting. Savin my butt this year. But they dont have one gift online that they do in the catalog. poo. what some people are getting for christmas is so cool.. you can even ask Katie.
So haven't written in forever.. this feels so weird. So yeah... This past friday my mom had her Toys for Tots party, like every year. Kim also came down for the weekend. Last night was so fun. hehe. If you see me, you might see why. We tend to get bored easily and dont know what to do. so yeah...
I wish I had my licence and a car and a job, cause then I could be shopping for gifts.
I just remembered why i havent been online or writing in here that often... im grounded from the comp. Totally forgot about that... I dont know if i still am though. Oops.. oh well my mom isnt ome and she would call my cell ifshe needs to talk.
well not much to say. so yeah...
~Stacy~
wait.. i have a question for anyone who actually reads this. Why are some people so full of themselves, as if noone else matters except one other person? It makes no sence what so ever. I know some people can over exaderate and I'll be the first to admit it, but taking it so far... makes no sence.
Ok... i think im done now.
Mood:  confused
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2004.11.16 17.40
subjects are retarted... like me!!!
Fall retreat was awsome!!!
That would be all I would say, but then I feel like i'de be waisting paper... unless i made it bigger, but i'm to lazy to do that. So yeah.... I'm so gald Kim went. I went walking in the freezing creek... I dont think it was that cold though. I am weird like that though.
My birthday is thuresday, but I'm not looking forward to it. I usually look forward to my birthday... I don't really know what is up this year.. Last year I got a party, that i didnt want by the way... and this year my mom is making me. I had already made plans to go to Kim's this weekend with Ryan and maybe Brandon. So yeah... not cool.. But I get to go to see Spongebob on friday and go to Kim's on saturday, cause Ryan said she was picking him up then. What... what!!!
School is so boring. What would i do without a cell phone. Not that I text or anything.. my day is usually TETRIS!!! what else would it be. I think I need a a new game though.
So i did decide to make the Fall Retreat part bigger.. oh well.
I'm still tired from the retreat for some reason, and I don't think walking in the creek wanted to agree with my sinus... that or my sinus got worse cause it does do that to me. Mean sinus'. Maybe Katie will get hers and we can be sinus buddies this year too!!!!
Ta-ta for now.
Mood:  content
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2004.11.04 22.51
ugg...
I really hate it when people lie to me... i don't really know why. I'm getting really sick of it though... to many people. I have a strong feeling for being lied to, even accadentally... i still take it into heavy consideration. Yeah that's been bothering me, along with other stuff... We don't have to go into to that though.
Mood:  bitchy
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2004.11.01 00.25
woop woop
Good things!!! WOO HOO! I went to Kim's for the weekend, and she came back with me. I ca;;ed her my souviner. We tried getting back for church, but we started in the middle of no where and yeah.. got here when it ended. I love going out there... I love the country its just so.. yeah. Then I come back here and it's all weird. I did go to Youth Group though.. it was cool, but some stories made me cry... which wasnt an intirly bad thing, cause latelly my eyes have been drying out. Then after i went to Joe's with Liz, Joe, and one of Joe's friends. We watched The Day After Tomorrow. OH AND NO SCHOOL ON TUESDAY!!! what...... what!!
I have to make this quick... my mom might wake up and start yealling at me.
MAD THINGS!!! I don't understand what peoples problems are... What is the point of making a huge deal out of out of somthing so small?!?!?!?
Mood:  crappy
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2004.10.14 19.20
Mood:  bored
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2004.10.10 22.19
hey guys. last week Bryan got home, well in NC. he wont be down here for a while. I missed 3 days of school and we went to see him. It was cool. Me, Drew, Dawn, Nikki, and my mom went up there to meet him. It was so cool seeing him again.
This weekend my mom had a yard sale and like usual i had to work around my plans to do that, but i still got to go to Kim's. I ate the only hamburger i think i will ever eat again. It was SOOOO good... and I don't like hamburgers.
But yeah... I'm tired, and dont feel well. So I'm going to bed.
Mood:  guilty
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2004.10.03 22.32
I'm back again. Well I got to talk to Bryan. He doesn't know when he is leaving either. My mom said she keep trying Fort Bragg, but I don't really believe her. She might have once today, that's it. I watched Figh Club tonight with Drew and Nikki... We were all taking turns talking to Bryan. I did a report that was due friday, i forgot about it thuresday night... I kept putting it off till thures, but that didn't happen. hehe. (yeah.. um... I didn't relly laught there so i dont know why it is there.) I still have to finish it though.
I don't wanna sleep in my bed. I might sleep on the couch and just use my cell alarm, but my phone isnt that loud, and people who have heard my alarm knows its loud. very... I'm a deep sleeper. If I get sleep that is. Tonight I am feeling tired, good sign. That nap I took friday totally screwed up my schedule... I go to sleep to early... and wake up even earlyer.
Well I need to finish my report.
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2004.10.03 13.16
OH NO!!!!!!
OMGosh!! I was so happy to go see Bryan, but his flight got delayed. Now we dont know when he is going to be in. It could be later this week or next week. This is poo.. big pile o' poo.
Last night I went to Stone Mountain with Drew, Nikki, their friends, and kids. It was fun. It ewas the chili cook-off. Some of the chili was good, but one taisted like crap.. literal crap. Then there were some that were very spicy.. some had funny names, like Ding a ling chili and brown spot chili. It was fun. Then we watched the lazer show.. I wanna go see it again. They can make it a little better, cause some of the lights make it so you cant see what is happeneing on the mountain.
Thats it for now.
Mood: crushed
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2004.09.29 20.58
bluhhh...
Taco Bell es muy buen. I think I ate to much. last night i was writing in here, and well my computer froze. Never would have thought would you?... yeah right. Well for awhile now I've been at the point that if I do or want to do somthing, and it doesnt then I wasn't suppose to do it. So yeah... I'm not going to re-type it. Cuase it was pritty long. But ill sum it up.
I was how I don't know who I am anymore, and noone does, and that I purposely try and isolate myself.. there is more to it, I just don't want to go back into it. So yeah... I'm so bored.
I don't have to go to school monday, because I'm going to be in North Carolina. BRYAN IS GOING TO BE HERE!!, well there, but in the states. I'm so happy. I even got to talk to him a little bit today. That made my day. Especially aftertaking that crappy writing test. I just made up a bunch of crap for the last paragraph. I didn't have to go to Health or U.S. Histoty... Oh poo on a HUGE stick... I forgot my book at school, my study guide is due tomorrow.. oops.
I might go to Kim's this weekend. If my mom will ever give me an answer. If I go to her house this will be the best weekend EVER!! Better than last weekend. Well for now.. Not much heading my way to beat seeing Kim and Bryan, unless it was together, that would be so totally cool.
today on the bus I was about to beat this freshman up... he through a wasp at this other kid and we almost had to turn the bus around and go back to school, then the kid wouldnt shut-up. He was trying to defend himself or some shit like that. This is the same kid who tried to stand up to this other kid on the bus in 8th grade... lets say the 8th grader would have kicked his ass majorly. hehe... bad works are so funny... atleast coming from me. Some words just don't come out very well.
Wow this is pritty long. Wonder if I could go any further... Nah.. I wont make you suffer ny reading about my pointless and boring life.. Wait.. how will i even know if people read this.. I mean you never really know, or do you? Oh well... bored who ever read this.
Mood: calm
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2004.09.27 21.54
CHA!!
This weekend was one of the best weekend I have had in awhile. I got to see my Kimmiekins. It has been a few weeks. I was so happy when I saw her. It reminded me of just how much I love her. We chilled sat and sun like we usually did. It was fun. We wnet four wheeling.. and i thought i lost my wallet before i left, but it was in the Mule.
OMGosh!!! BRYAN IS COMING HOME!!! really soon.. sometime next week, i hope. and i get to see him when he comes in.. my mom said i get out of school. Dawn, Drew, my mom, and I are going. i think that is it, but im not sure. I hope he doesnt have to go back out. That would be the 3rd time then. He is getting married in April and my mom's side of the family is coming out.. WOW.. its going to be crowded here.
That's about all the good news I have... Oh yeah. TOYS R' US is really fun and THE FORGOTTEN is a really good movie. Now I think that is about it.
Mood: chipper
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2004.09.08 22.27
This got me in a little better mood....
Little Johnny was in his 5th grade class when the teacher asked the children what their fathers did for a living.
All the typical answers came up -- fireman, policeman, salesman, doctor, lawyer, etc. Johnny was being uncharacteristically quiet and so the teacher asked him about his father.
"My father's an exotic dancer in a gay cabaret and takes off all of his clothes in front of other men. Sometimes, if the offers really good, he'll go out into the alley with some guy and make love with him for money."
The teacher, obviously shaken by this statement, hurriedly set the other children to work on some exercises and took little Johnny aside to ask him, "Is that really true about your father?"
"Nah," said Johnny, "He works for the Kerry campaign, but I was too embarrassed to say that in front of the other kids."
Mood: blah
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2004.09.06 11.19
What to do?
I hate loosing people. I just lost someone who I wont beable to talk to or see ever again. It hurts so much. I officially don't know what to do anymore.
Mood: depressed
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2004.09.02 21.15
I don't understand!!!
the only reason this one is still here is cause there is a comment.
Mood: lonely
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2004.08.08 17.09
I just got home from dropping off Angela. Kim stayed the weekend, and I threw a SURPRISE party for her. Kim just left, and I might get to see her soon, like this weekend. maybe this wont be as bad as I thought. Which is cool, cause I'm seeing her more than I thought. But school is starting for me tomorrow, and well I don't want to go... of course not many people do. Yes, I like to change colors... get over it. The reason I would see Kim is cause she would be coming down to go on this trip thing with me, and my mom's church, and Joe might go. I don't really like doing things with my mom's church, without one of my friends, cause I don't know anyone my age. So yeah... I got a new phone yesterday, but I don't want it... I would rather be on MetroPCS than SprintPCS. The phone isn't that bad, it's just the plan and stuff.... I know I know... don't complain, atleast I got a cell phone. But yeah... thought I would type, cause there isn't much left to do. bye fer now!!
Mood: drained
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2004.08.02 17.01
Yes i took this from Liz.. so deal with it!
Welcome to the new edition of getting to know your friends.
Okay, Here's what you're supposed to do, and try not to spoil the fun. Just copy this entire e-mail and paste into a NEW email that you can send. Change all of the answers as they apply to you. Then send this to a whole bunch of people you know, INCLUDING the person who sent it to you.
1. What is your full name and nickname(s): Stacey Erin Cameron, Stacy, Paulo, I was called Amber for a few nights
2. What color pants are you wearing? blue stiped white SHORTS
3. What are you listening to right now? Hands Down- Dashboard Confessional
4. What's the last thing you ate? frosting
5. Do you wish on stars? shuting stars
6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Blue
7. How is the weather right now? Sunny
8. Last person you talked to on the phone? my mom
9.Do you like the person who sent you this? no one sent it to me.. i stole it..muhahaha
10. How are you today? Crappy
11. Favorite drink? Sweet Tea
12. Favorite alcoholic drink? hehehe...
13. Favorite sport? to do or to watch? Basketball... GO DUKE!!!
14. Hair color? it was blonde, now it is a brownish color... sad
15. Eye color? brown
16. Do you wear contacts? no
17. Siblings? 4 older brothers, and one sister
18. Favorite month? December
19. Favorite food? Chicken... D-U-H!!!
20. Last movie? Thunderbirds
21. Favorite day of the year? December 25, I get to give things to the people I love
22. What do you do to vent anger? Think about smashing somthing
23. What was your favorite toy as a child? LEGOS!!!
24. Summer or Winter? Winter
25. Hugs or Kisses? um... both?
26. Chocolate or Vanilla? chocolate
27. Do you want your friends to write/e-mail back? whatever... this isnt an email though
28. Who is most likely to respond? dunno
29. Who is least likely to respond? dunno
30. Living arrangements? A house
31. When was the last time you cried? Mountain Top
32. What is under your bed? cement blocks and um... stuff
33. Who are the friends you have had the longest? Ryan and Elizabeth
34. What did you do last night? Church then hung with Kim and Joe
35. Favorite smells? fresh flowers, and fresh cookies
37. What are you afraid of? never knowing
38. Plain, Buttered or Salted Popcorn? buttered
39. Favorite car? Jeep Wrangler
40. Favorite flower? Pink Rose
41. Number of keys on your key ring? 2.. mine and Kim's.. I still have to give her mine
42. Can you juggle? your kidding right..?
43. Favorite day of the week? Friday... school out D-U-H!
44. What did you do on your last birthday? had a surprise party that I didn't want!
45. Do you own a donor card? i am a donor, does my permit count?
46. Do you believe there are other life forms living in other galaxies? you never know
47. What do you want people to remember about you? Don't know if they would want to remember me.. if they do then mostlikely nothing.
48. Cats or dogs? Dogs
49. If you could visit with one person living or dead for one day who would it be? my grandad
50. What gives you that tingly, feeling-goodfeeling all inside? Seeing the people I really love really happy
51. Who would u want to live with if your mother and father died? Kim or Liz
Mood: gloomy
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2004.08.02 15.45
BaCk
Well I have to write cause I'm really bored, and my Xanga wont let me. So yeah... a lot has happened. At the moment I am pissed at a person, sad, and i feel bad for two things I have done. Why am I like this? I get my mind set on one thing, and I don't even mean to, then I can't forget about them. Then till somthing good happens I might forget about it. I can't take much more. I get easily irritated too. I can't stop thinking about how the two people I care most about right now don't get along. I just wish I knew... It would be one less thing I would have to think about.Well yeah.. the rest I don't really want to talk about, cause well I'm that type of person. It takes a lot to open me up, and so I'm told. Stuff about Mt T.O.P and before is on my Xanga... www.xanga.com/serinity7418529 but yeah...
This moning Kim left :'( I might not get to see her for a while, unless she can come down friday, that would be cool. I really don't know what I would do with out Kim.. She is always there for me no matter how stupid I am or what I am upset over.So I don't know how I am going to survive till Winter Break. Hopefully and mostlikely I will see her before then.. I know I will talk to her, but it isn't the same. Kim, I love you!!
Earlyer I went to see Thunderbirds with Joe and Allie, the movie was ok. And now I am here sitting writing this.. When my mom gets home we are getting Liz and then going to Nikki's, my mom's friend, then we are coming back here and staying the night. Don't feel like typing anymore... byebye
~ Stacey
P.S. I love you all!
Mood: blah
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